Chapter 1283: Chapter 1283 I Don’t Want It Now… Chapter 1283: Chapter 1283 I Don’t Want It Now… “What are we talking about?” she softly asked him.

Ruan Tianling looked through the window toward the sea, “Let’s talk about our future, we lost two kids, should we have two more later? No, let’s have three, two sons and a daughter.”

Jian Yufei froze, her eyes dimming as she looked down.

“Ruan Tianling…”

“Shush, hear me out,” Ruan Tianling put a finger to her lips.

“Yufei, I want to start over with you, forget everything from the past and start anew, would you like that?”

Jian Yufei propped herself up, her eyes twinkling as she said, “Even if I was the reason you went to jail, even if I heartlessly divorced you… you don’t care?”

Ruan Tianling shook his head, “I don’t care. In my past life, I harmed you so, and in the end, you forgave me. Now, I forgive you too.”

“Is it because I forgave you that you also forgive me?”

“No,” Ruan Tianling looked at her, his eyes deep, “It’s because I love you too much to continue hating.”

“…” Jian Yufei’s eyes suddenly moistened.

“During these ten days, did you ever consider changing your mind, starting over with me?” Ruan Tianling asked.

Jian Yufei clenched her fists, her heart tearing fiercely.

She had thought about it, imagining it daily, but that was just wishful thinking.

“Ruan Tianling, can we… separate for a while? Haven’t you noticed? There’s too much pain between us, our hearts are both scarred. Maybe some time apart will do us good.”

Jian Yufei took a deep breath and continued, “Give me two years. If I come back to you, we start over. If I can’t come back… then forget me.”

This was the perfect solution she could think of.

Two years, she would try her best to overcome all obstacles and return to him with the kids.

She didn’t want to lose him, so she was giving herself a chance.

If it didn’t work out… she would give up, resign herself to fate!

Then she would completely let go of him, stop his suffering…
Ruan Tianling’s dark eyes flickered slightly, “Yufei, don’t you think two years is too long?”

“Are you unwilling to wait? Just two years, please?” Jian Yufei pleaded.

“But I want it now, I don’t want to wait! I don’t want to wait at all!” Ruan Tianling said firmly.

Jian Yufei looked down dejectedly, “I don’t want it now…”
“…”

“Sorry…”
One “sorry” conveyed her feelings and thoughts. Ten days of warmth and love, apparently, hadn’t won back her heart.

Maybe she really couldn’t continue loving him… Her mention of two years was just an excuse, wasn’t it?

She seemed eager to get rid of him.

He never knew he could be detested and despised to this extent… His love, apparently, meant nothing to her after all.

Something in Ruan Tianling’s eyes slowly extinguished…
“The soup is ready. Let’s eat.”

He didn’t say much else, stood up, and went to the kitchen to serve the dishes.

He hadn’t prepared too many dishes, just three dishes and a soup, including a bottle of red wine.

Ruan Tianling personally served her a bowl of soup, “Try it, see how it tastes.”

Jian Yufei saw his calm expression and was somewhat surprised by his reaction.

It felt like he was too calm…
But she didn’t dwell on it much and picked up a spoon to sip a few spoonfuls.

“Is it good?” Ruan Tianling asked softly.